Weird day. Great morning. We were a family. I came home from my friend's house and we all packed up and went to the event. For the first while at the event she was friendly to me. She introduced me to someone there as her husband (trying not to mind read that), and we did stuff together with the kids. About midway through the day there (we were there from 10-3:30) she turned colder. Didn't talk to me as much etc. I did the right thing though. I kep up the PMA, kept smiling, and most importantly, I kept having fun with my kids. She also asked me to make her dinner when we got home. This seemed big only in that she hasn't asked me to anything like that since the BD. Trying not to mindread that too much either. I just kindly made her food and cleaned up after. Then I took the kids to a BBQ at my friend's house. I'm trying not to place too much significance in anything that happened today, just thankful for the chance to try to be a good version of me and have her get to see it some. Tomorrow she's letting me take the kids back to the event w/ my family. Hopefully they'll do great and she'll enjoy the quiet house.
Me: 34 W:33 T: 10 M: 6 S: 6 D: 5 BD: 5/14 Still together(ish) Not giving up: 7/14 D talk has slowed, a lot. Gradually working on things together. Still separate bedrooms. Slow and Steady wins the race.
