Lol. Likely because I was concerned about what my response will be in regards to the party tonight. Trying to focus on me and my response and reasoning

I did look up more about codependency. I sure have it bad. I really am worried about his responses over my requirements. I do need to fix this!!!

So, as expected... He asked me if we were going to go together. My response was "no, no... I will go on my own"

I said this because I need to not look to him for these types of things. To be more independent and not do as he expects ... Regardless of what I am hopeful of. I am really trying to stand firm to what I want. Not to accept just moments thst satisfy him. What about what satisfies me?

M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)