Finding my way - part 3

[Meghan]

Thanks, TO. I'm definitely not going to do anything now - it just helps sometimes to write it out and reason myself down.

I'm glad to hear that your periods of sadness are lessening (and to hear that they will lessen). Mine are shortening, I think, but they still take up more time than I'd really like, and they're really distracting when I'm trying to get things done.

I think at this point I'm looking forward to getting home a bit It's been good to be here but it seems easier to GAL there because I have more friends and activities already set up, and I can just mess around in my own space a bit more if that's what I feel like.

It's hard to accept that H. will do what he wants and that I can't choose the outcome, but at this point it is become easier to see that if he leaves he is a fool, and probably not the person that I thought he was. I think I'm getting better every day and I have plans to keep on improving.