Finding my way - part 3

[Meghan]

Journaling: just had a rough moment. I logged into Facebook before bed tonight (always a mistake) to find that a friend of mine is moving to the city that I'm from because she's accepted a new job.

A job that would have been perfect for me.

A job that I suspect that I missed seeing the ad for because I've spent the last few months dealing with relationship stuff rather than focused on my career.

I'm annoyed at H. for the distraction. But I'm a lot more annoyed at me right now for buying into it and not taking care of other important things.

I need to get my life together in more ways than just the marriage. I need to detach and take care of other things. I won't let the rest of my life suffer because of what's going on with H. I need to be on top of things. My GALs must include being more proactive about job searching and applications. This is part of getting to a better version of me. This is a big kick in the pants.