Trying to detach

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Thanks zeus. Didn't see it until you threw that 2x4 at me. I want to be moving forward for myself and let her see the changes. If she sees them great but I am not the type to go and have 1 nights stands. I am better than that. Comfort with that is only for a little bit than you are back at feeling crappy. I want my change to be set in stone and for me. I can't stop thinking of her with OM. I know that will go away and I am not using that against her. It is hard to though. I haven't I won't because I am better than that and I don't want to hurt her. I will comfort her when she needs comfort and not judge her on things she has done.

On another note, I went to go get the little guy today and I said that I would drop them off Sunday night and I would talk to her then and she said oh we will talk before that. Good sign but not going to get my hopes up.