Hurt and Confused 2

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25 yrs, you have been quite the eye opener!!! the reason I posted about checks is that her mom and dad keep telling me that for now its over...focus on you and in 6 months or a year when you both have separate lives you can ask her on a date, little hints I get like her wanting to keep our names on both cars and mortgage, and her telling me that for right now this is what she wants..so I should see this as positive little things. Focus on me and my girls and move forward with my career and goals. I feel ive been in a coma for the last 6 months and now its time to wake up, drop the emotional rope for now and LIVE LIVE LIVE..im off to take my test and pass it!!! first step in the new me!!! also I will go on Saturday to split everything up, will be positive and upbeat (as hard as it may be..man up!!). She would expect me to not go, so a little 180 is in order for me.