Unfortunately I am not Starsky. But I have been wondering if now may be the time to revisit that.
Only you can tell when the time is right, mdu. But please don't feel like you have to "clean up your life" and then turn to God if you do, cuz that's backwards. Sort of like "I need to lose some weight before I go to that AA meeting," lol. God likes us broken and heartfelt, and then He will HELP us clean up and strengthen up.