Sorry to hear the news Mike, but now you can really get down to work sorting your life out. You don't have to worry about W or second guess or anything like that. As Cadet says you have the gift of time. You WILL pull through. And the folks on here will help you.
Old Dog xx
M: 57 / EW: 52 T: 21, M: 8 S: 18, S: 15 Bomb: 1 Jun 14 EA Aug 2014 I think PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner