mdu, are you a woman of faith? It really helped me in my sitch, at my darkest moments, to realize that NOTHING is impossible with the Big Guy upstairs. That whole "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not to your own understanding" thing.
It's the "my own understanding" that would look either really really good, or really really doomed from day to day and even moment to moment. I tried not to walk by those circumstances, but rather by my faith.
Not sure if that might help you. I found great comfort in the Psalms (for comfort) and maybe one of the Proverbs (for wisdom) each morning.
