W wanted to talk again this morning but seems so confused. At this point the only reason she is giving for staying is for our S. I know neither of us wants to live like we have been for the past 20 months. I did say to her as long as there is a third person involved we cannot work on our R. Then said I need to get to work, as I was leaving she gave me a hug. Twice in one week! Then she text's me at work. When I start to feel and act like it's over she wants to pull me back in.
We have mediation dates and the trial date is set for December - so the train has defiantly left the station - not knowing if she wants to stop it or just let it roll is so confusing.
My GAL for this weekend: Heading up north camping with a bunch of guys and our sons, should be a great weekend! I do believe my detachment is moving her towards me, so I will just keep doing what's working.
Any other tips from veterans or anyone going through this would be great. Thanks to all for your support!
Me: 55, W: 46 T: 17 M: 15 S: 10 3 S prev M 25 23 21 Unhappy 10/12 Asked to move out 1/14 NILWY 2/14 Sep rooms: 1/14 BD 3/14 W filed 5/14 Trial 12/14
