They aren't available for download, but you need to order them asap in order to come up with a strategy and understand the concepts that we describe here.
Case in point ...
"I am trying to work on me every day."
How? What specific changes are you making? Don't be vague. Also, it would help if you listed your M problems more in detail.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
