Today was our anniversary. I've been doing OK lately, but today, no matter what I did, no matter how busy I stayed or how distracted I kept myself, I felt awful. I feel as terrible as I did the day she left. Not even going out with friends tonight was enough. I feel like I have worked so hard to get my ship righted, and I just lost it all. I missed her so much today.
And then to make matters even worse, my mother posted a message to my wife on Facebook today that said "In case you forgot today makes 4 Years." I couldn't believe it. Even after telling her to stay out of this she does that. I got so mad at her and called her to tell her not to do that again, delete it if she can, and to stay out of this. All that is going to do is piss W off. So now, on top of everything else that has been going on, my mother and I are pissed at one another. And now I don't know what to do. Do I apologize to W for my mother? or do I just pretend I didn't see it?
Me: 28 W: 28 Together: 9.5 years Married: 4 years Bomb dropped and W moved out: 6/15/14
