I know what a dance this is. Sometimes you have to go on faith and no expectations.

Go slow. There is no hurry.

H and I starting getting closer around this time last year and he moved back at Christmas. That was fast and after being apart for so long, it's difficult blending lives. I don't know that going slower would have made that easier but it might have.


Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss