one day at a time

[twinmom]

Yesterday was rough. Overwhelming morning and dentist appointment for me and the twins in the afternoon.

It was emotionally just a really rough day. I sent H a text and asked him to PLEASE not be at the house this evening. He asked why and I told him I had a very rough day and needed to relax and him being there judging me would push me over the edge.

Typical for H he didn't listen so I took Lilly shopping and H kept the twins. When I came home I went into my room, H came in there and wanted to talk. He listened to why I had a rough day, tried to hug me (I pulled away) and then went to the couch.



Why is H now doing all the things I wanted but didn't get during our M???? He leaves work at a decent time, he listens/asks about stressful days without trying to "fix" it and he is pursuing me sexually (I still turn him down every time) he also has offered to talk to his mom when a situation came up where I was unhappy that she gave them chips for lunch/didn't put them down for a nap and fed them a snack right before I made dinner.

Ugh, it's like rubbing my face in what I "want" in a husband but can't have (and yea the whole cheating thing is a huge deal breaker.