Wifes severe depression, MLC, and suicide attempt

[Lifes Twists]

Hi Matt,
I think that is part of it. i also think she is not accepting of what she did and may have buried it all away in her brain. I think her issues are like most people with dependencies. I think until she admits her issues and works on them she won't get better.

Boy, there is nothing like seeing a friend slowly dieing to bring home how precious life is and how you should live it to the fullest everyday. I met up with a friend I had not seen since last fall yesterday. When I saw him last fall I thought something was wrong. He seemed really thin. Well yesterday I was shocked at how wasted away he was. He told me things were not good. That his heart was bad and there was nothing they could do for him. I could tell he was very troubled about what the future held for him and his family and all the other families that relied on him for their livelihood.

Looking around at the place my friend and his family had built up through the years made me realize how much he had lived life to its fullest. How many people he had impacted and how many fun memories many people had because of his efforts.I realized that I have to start living life again and not continue to trudge through it like so many people do.