"He told me I could fix all of this if I wanted to. Not sure what he means, but I did tell him I wasn't going to beg. "
I think it's fairly obvious. He believes that there are things that you could do to make the M work better and improve it.
From all of your posts, all you do is seem to focus on the A and I sense alot of pride coming from you. Put that aside. What things did YOU do to contribute to the downfall of the M? What did he say to you that needed to change?
Now to be very clear, I'm not saying that what you did gave him reason to have an A. But it seems as if you didn't explain what M issues you had. Be honest and post them here. Take a good hard look at yourself. Only then can we give you some solutions.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
