Fear of abandonment... I abandoned myself.

Dude, this is me and I never knew it until I read this post.

I too lived through some pretty horrible stuff as a kid and decided to live in my head because of it. Unusual because I'm a woman so I could fake my emotion well but I wouldn't let me feel it. OMG. I need to write this stuff down...

Dissociation, huh? I need to look more into this.

Thank you!!!

M: 37 H: 36
M: 13 T: 18
D: 7
Bomb: 6/30/14
Separation: 8/11/14

Be strong enough to let go and wise enough to wait for what you deserve.