dropped the boys off at h this morning, he asked what I thought of his home improvements, I told him that he did a great job, and then he showed me the articles he'd been talking about last night, I took the time to read them and made some fun/light comments. off I went then to work for the last time where I've been renting space, thank god that's done!! h rang to see how I went, and if I'd worked out how to.pump up my tire, yes I know, I should know how to pump up my tires, but I've never had to, so I was pretty chuffed with myself when I told him I had.
I then had to go to the vet to organize the cremation of our beautiful dog, had to ring h back to let him know how much etc, dropped off the receipt for this to him on my way home, as he was at work I fully walked to hand the receipt over and keep going, H started to initiate convo. talking about everyday stuff, finances, getting the car serviced, that he didn't think he'd be able to get a bsitter to watch the boys tonight so he could continue to help me pack, I said that I was great fun for the offer but I would be OK if he couldn't help. I kept it light, and we did our usual talk to you later. It was a really good encounter, I feel my nerves have gone when I'm around h now, and that's weird because I know about ow now. or is it because I do know about the ow, that the nerves have gone, that now at least I have an idea of what I'm dealing with?
and whilst on that topic, why did h have all these great text with me last night (and I'm not complaining in the slightest) and not the ow, you know the types of convos/texts you send when you're getting to know someone
I'm seeing small positive changes and I'm scared I'm going to do something really stupid, so vets, I'm asking for some advice, please.....
