My confusing story

[Atsbaby]

So I get home tonight from school and the dog runs up to me, I glance up and see H. I have a smile on my face and say hi in a cheerful voice. H says nothing and has this angry look on his face, ok.

I take a deep breath and walk to my bedroom to put up my bag. I had stuff ready for dinner, except the meat, which H had sitting on the counter. I began cooking dinner as H searched through piles of mail for specific stuff. H ignored me and refused to look at me until I called the kids up for dinner.

Out pops Mr. Hyde! H was more quiet at dinner but did talk and joke with the kids, limited contact with me. I began picking up stuff and decided I'd take the dog for an early walk tonight...then H begins telling me about his conversation with uncle and football stuff. I praise him for getting the connection made, and he blows it off.

I'm so tired of these stupid mood swings with me. I'm still trying to detach, but I have noticed the correlation between no sun and sun! I had cloudy days because I do struggle more.

One day at a time...my new mantra!