Were YOU ever happy in the marriage? Was he? IF so, What was your marriage like when you were happy?
Why do you believe you changed, or were you always this way? What would your h SAY if HE were here talking to us, and can you give us some specific examples?
Like what were you mad about when he had cancer, and what reaction did you get from the people you "badmouthed" him to?
Did any of them tell you it was inappropriate, or was it "funny" to you or them?
I'm trying to wrap my brain around this situation. Do you want to be married to him? If so, why?
Why did you sabotage the marriage, assuming you love him?
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
