Eyes on the prize...

[artsy]

Well, we did hang out a little in the past. Mostly right after BD- he told me he wanted to work on things and start dating. So we went out to eat and shipped/ ran errands, etc. we have spent no time together outside of painful R talks since February.

I think when I found the note a couple weeks ago I realized that timeline coincided with the time he would have started living with OW. (Once that happened, I saw much less of him).

And then, remember he said last month he was just spending time with me because he felt guilty.

I don't believe that, and he even contradicted that last week. BUT, my feelings still are very much in upheaval over it. Does that make sense?

BOTTOM LINE: I'm afraid he's going to say some stupida$$ comment that will upset me. I know- that's on me. But he has no clue about tact, and add MLC on top of that and you have a $h!tshow.

I don't know if I'M strong enough for it. And that p!sses me off!