Thanks Guys /Gals for the feedback . Just had a couple brutal days dealing with anxiety and depression over my sitch . I keep having about two days of this then I snap out of it for a week or so . This has been going on for months now . When I get like this I hide it very well and I busy myself to try and alleviate the immense pain . I feel much better today after crying for about 20 mins last night . I feel so stupid for crying when I should be manning up .But the crying seems to stop the anxiety and depression . Does anybody else have this reaction ?
Meanwhile I have no clue what my sitch is because I havent asked , or snooped or pryed into whats been going on with her and the A or A's . She has been drawn back to me in anyway that I can see from my detachment as of yet . She started too a couple times weeks ago but now nothing . Just as distant as when i was snooping
Me 45 W 45 Son 16 Son 14 Married 23 together 27 W threatened sep several times W still at home A discovered Mar 17 2014 A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )