1st post. Long but please read, help!

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Zeus you made me cry. I posted that I was in a funk and wanted to talk to my W. I miss her and what I thought the relationship was. I don't want to feel like this but this is our consequences of our actions and maybe they will see it. Hope is a dangerous thing. It will drive a man to do things that he wouldn't normally do. My buddy told me that tonight. It's true. If my wife gave me an inch of her saying she wants to work it out if I robbed a bank I would. I am low right now and I am stronger than that. I want a new relationship with my wife. I am going to start looking at her as the neighbor and just be nice. Thank you for your post. We have a lot of similar parts of us that we have to fix to be able to live ourselves and I am just glad I am not alone.