Finding my way - part 2

[Meghan]

I think I'm letting myself wallow while I'm away from home because I can be upset without H. seeing me. Other than counseling sessions which have left me emotional, I think that recently I've kept things pretty even keeled and upbeat. This is unusual for me, and can therefore be pretty draining. It's been a relief to be able to be upset when I need to while I'm here, but it's not doing much in terms of pushing me to be better.

So, it's back to GALing I go.

So far, I have:
- set up dinner and a movie with a friend tomorrow
- set up lunch and a hike with another friend on Saturday
- set up tea with yet another friend on Monday
- booked an IC appointment to work on anxiety/assertiveness/self-esteem issues
- tried out new beds (in preparation for buying one)

Up next, I'm planning to:
- declutter and deep clean the apartment
- rearrange some furniture and pictures
- set up a meditation and yoga space
- actually do more meditation and yoga
- get a new haircut
- start a new knitting project
- join a wind ensemble
- sign up for a pottery class