That's when I started getting MAD about everything.
And sometimes a little anger over the unfairness of it all isn't all bad.
mdu, I really hope you'll do whatever it takes - as long as it isn't UNHEALTHY, of course - to get yourself through this terrible time.
I think ADs help in a lot of cases; sometimes the burden is just too heavy to carry. If kml is reading this thread, she may be able to better speak to this, but my sister (who's about to receive her doctorate in nursing) told me once to prepare to potentially go through a couple until I found the right one for me. Just wanted to throw that out there in the event you're on one for a couple weeks and aren't feeling right about it.
I didn't end up going on ADs. But my doctor prescribed something that would help my anxiety in a pinch. And I'm not afraid to say I used it. More than once.
It kept my H alive.
M: 40 H: 44 Married 14 years S11 & D6; D20 & D19 from previous M 2BDs/PAs, 8 years apart Piecing: April 2014