Thx Starsky & Maybell.

Anxious to get to IC appointment on Thursday. Not that it will be a magic bullet but hopefully a step in the right direction. Spoke to DBing coach today and she helped me achieve some clarity around goals and next steps over the next few weeks. Going to see my physician tomorrow too. I'm considering anti-depressants, have never taken anything like that before but feel like I may need some extra help in the near term, we'll see what she says.

Got a GAL plan tonight to go out with a friend (H will have kids), glad I have that to look forward to.


M: 42
H: 43
M: 8 years
S7 and D4
H has D19 and S25 from previous M
Bomb: 3/6/14 OW discovered, EA & PA
1st separation, 10 days, decided to reconcile & moved back in. Fail
2nd separation: 5/1/14