Trying to detach

[HeadUp]

Zues thanks for the advice on the texting. I am going to start doing that with every conversation I have with her. I did that this whole weekend and then I let my insecurity drive the wheel. I know I am stronger than that and I can do it. The hardest part I feel and you all can tell me I am wrong on this but is that you have to fall out of love with you W. And I know that I am going to be fine and there is plans for it but this woman that I am talking to isn't the woman I fell in love with. I know I don't like who she is right now and I feel dooped because if this who she really is and she hide it from me for so long then why are you made at me when I am not being mean? Not sure where I was going with that i just needed to get that off.