I ask because Smokey had this strange dichotomy of being very sentimental and sensitive while, at the same time, being very harsh and critical of the world. He would go from one personality to the other.
It reminds me of your situation. It's like you are witnessing this man have this battle of the ages within his soul. He sees that you've all moved on with your lives and he can't quite wrap his head around it. Being angry and victimized is the only thing that makes sense to him.
Whatever it is...I hope God works some miracle (through the attorneys.lol) and removes this drama...one way or another.
I would imagine it's some combination of the cancer and/or reality of mortality, missing his family, trying to gain some understanding/acceptance of the situation HE created and finding some way to make peace with it ALL.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
