I honestly didn't think I would grieve like I have today, I know most of it was for our gorgeous dog, but for me it was another ending in our r. H an I have had our dog since the first 6 months we were together. feels like yet another reminder of where we are now. Our eldest son hasn't really said much, H and I told him to get, poor s7 got flustered and started to giggle, and then felt bad, I told him it's ok to laugh, that it's just nerves. H was emotional when telling s7, visibly crying. talked to him briefly later tonight, I think he was also aware that the passing of our dog was the end of an era for our r. gg, how awful for you and your son, I can't imagine how painful that would have been for your son, I am grateful that my H and I were able to do it together. H also paid my holding deposit for my new house today so that was nice, I thanked him and said as soon as my money went in, I'd return it, he said just make sure you're OK. Long, emotional day today. to my beautiful puppy, where ever you are, I hope that you always get the last lick in xo
