She says she's conflicted (part 2)

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Good morning 25 I did some serious thinking last night.

This was after the Ww and I had some discussions. Nothing beyond the ordinary.
No arguing no pick me dance

She reveled some thought patterns of The OM.

She said something that that really makes a lot of sense to me(that she is feeling)
She said all she is getting is to much psycho-babble from the Therapist from OM and sometimes from me and that sometimes just talking is psycho babble just because.


This plus everything I have read in DR and on my thread and others has pointed me in the direction I need to go.

I Am going to apply the "fake it to you become it principle"!

Number one is less talk i can think things but I have to keep them to myself.
The best thing I can do right now is get through the next two weeks and two weekends with peace in my mind I need to just keep the peace.

The MC pointed out that OM has this time to try to destroy my family she believes he Is hoping I loose my cool or do something drastic and the less ammunition I give him the better.
Eventually he will get frustrated and start to come apart at the seams.

There is one piece of Ammuniton I have that he does not...the folks on this board!