"Speak Softly": The Amoeba Whisperer!

[GoatGal]

Wonka,

At this point I think any R talk is way premature.

Of course there's distance.
We're "getting divorced"!
(Either one of us could say that at this point.)

That's where it is now. Hopefully that will change.

Things have been happening with him for sure. I've seen more cycling in the last few weeks than I have since all this started.

I've finally seen him really break down and cry over our dog, try really hard to push my buttons and wield his power over me, trying to bait me, alternating with being distant and distracted.
Statements about not being happy, being lonely...
This is all pretty new.
Before it was "If I get away from YOU I'll be happy."
This, plus the mystery "appointment", the bizarre dating profile. (Still anonymous with no picture.)

I have not personally spoken to the little boy or the teenager lately, but clearly they're still in there!

So I guess I'll hang tight.

Maybe mix it up a bit.
Still stay dark but be a little more available... with the occasional call.
We seem to do better when we're around each other more.

Maybe a bike ride if he gets mine tuned up.

It's like he's super sensitive and his feelings are hurt that I'm not "trying to patch things up".

But I'm not the one who ripped our M apart...

---GGG