GGG,

This isn't a crisis...although it may feel like it to you. Going away is good for YOU.

You've done dark for a while which has been good for your PMA and GAL activities. Enjoy the hotel bed and quiet a bit longer because, before you know it, you'll be greeted with noises early in the morning!

My suggestion is to mix things up a bit when you return back home. A bit of friendly chat.

At some point, you are going have to have some R talk. It cannot go on indefinitely without any R talk. You'll know when you ready for the talk. It doesn't have to be a loooong talk, but some short bursts. You'll be able to gauge where H is at in regard to "relationships."

Please keep in mind that H is still on planet MLC and trying out different personas like a teenager. Very much into replay at this stage.

H is a kitty kitten MLCer with an odd, sexual twist that HE must resolve himself at some point.