After a GREAT night of sleep and praying before hand. I woke up not even caring about what my H might have been doing while son and I was on vacation. I woke up rested and in a great mood. Talked to H about getting son football cleets, about upcoming family day trip to amusement park. H initated these conversations...We discussed all the details and off H and son went to search for cleets. H thanked me for the little gifts of playing cards and a shot glass son and I brought him back from vacation (son wanted to bring his dad back something) I thought today would be hard, I thought I would have an attitude and have to struggle to "be happy" around H today, but NOPE I feel great, no attitude, so sadness and really feel like if H was not home and was out with OW while we were on vacation,,,it was come out eventually...one way or another. Either way it has NOTHING to do with me or my happiness my joy. Hmmmm,,,maybe I was tired last night from the drive,,,not sure why I was so upset feeling last night? When H got home last night I was sleep H tried to talk to me, but realized I was very tired. H did sleep in bed with me last night. I think he is now back in this routine of sleeping in our bed with me, it has continued now for over a 2-3 weeks.
Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015) H 51 (ring off 7/2013) M 2007 T 1996 S 14 July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW
