Finding my way - part 2

[Meghan]

Journaling: I slept better than I have in awhile now last night, but still woke up a bit early. It's grey and rainy today, and I'm feeling pretty weepy and out of sorts myself. The situation hit me again, and I have some anxiety about focusing enough to get some work done on top of that, so I'm not feeling great overall.

I have no specific plans for today, but I should probably figure something out so I don't just sit here and wallow. I don't know why it's so easy to just sit, stew, and feel miserable, but it's upsetting to think about how much time I've lost to just not feeling good over these past few months. I think maybe I'll spend a bit of time on work this morning in the hopes that I can worry about that a little less and then maybe borrow the car and get out for some antiquing or something indoors.