No, I can not say that I'm definitively ready to not have a relationship with H while he is working with her. However I may very quickly get there on Monday or someday next week when the reality sets in. What is most troubling to me is H's low commitment to the M. If I felt his commitment were high I could see myself being more flexible with how we deal with the work sitch. I am very scared & uncertain how to get his commitment up. I will see him briefly this am to get the kids, curious to see how he acts.
M: 42 H: 43 M: 8 years S7 and D4 H has D19 and S25 from previous M Bomb: 3/6/14 OW discovered, EA & PA 1st separation, 10 days, decided to reconcile & moved back in. Fail 2nd separation: 5/1/14
