CSan - Filed, moving and life goes on....

[CS000]

I have seen myself for what I really am and I am disgusted, disappointed and really sad...I thought I was a good person and mom but I have decieved myself. My XH is right for leaving me and I deserve this pain. I only wish I could rectify my mistakes. I have been selfish and God help me because I really needed it to be a better person and mom. I threw away a good man by not giving or loving enough. I pray that he gets better and finds happiness. Just need prayers please on this road to healing