Hurt and Confused 2

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25 years thanks for answering, I appreciate it. The changes im making in me is putting my selfish need of a career that just didn't work out. Im an actor and producer, and although I had some success I know that I made my wife feel like the provider for longer than I should have. Yes I did things wrong in my marriage, but she held things in and would encourage me to continue while deep inside she hated it. I know have a golden opportunity at a new career making great money and completely stable, I know I still have a lot of growing up to do, im focused now on getting that job and an apartment and providing stability for my children and for myself. I spent a long time in self pitty and not truly seeing my actions which caused this. Im really hurting inside and its hard to figure out what to do, but I know if I just focuse on me and what I need to change in my life that everything will follow. I was a great provider for our family for 10 years, its when we decided that I should quit my job to pursue the acting career is when [censored] went south. Im very thank full you took the time to give me your advice...I hope you remain on my thread for more. its a tough road im on and I can imagine my W is on a toughfer one.