Back home from a very relaxing fun stress free vacation...worth every single penny. I did not want to come home to this M. I felt the stress as soon as I got home. I dont know why exactly...I feel like H was not home that much...same food in fridge...house was spotless...AC was off...just felt wrong.. anyway...i dont know if I want this R or M not the way it is now or the way it was. I dont even really want to see my H when hr gets home from work tonight. what does this mean? Im want the peace of mind I had on my trip. Im pissed that i feel like he was not home much..so then i wonder where was he and really im tired of wondering , tired of this whole mess!! Tired of the dont knows , pretending like i dont care.. dam i just got back and it took one thing one worry one unknown to ruin my mood...but I will stay strong not voice my fears to my H. but i want to be over this hurt and confusion...this worry. Dammit
Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015) H 51 (ring off 7/2013) M 2007 T 1996 S 14 July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW
