Journal:

Rough week with multiple scenarios swirling through my mind. A couple of conversations helped to clarify where I'm at.

Though we are not close to any sort of reconciliation at this point in time, I have already fast forwarded to the 'what if' stage with a lot of unanswered questions. For now, I have to be in this present moment which is really not that easy.

At the same time, sensing W's increasing disconnect. Or I am simply mind reading.

Either way, I need to focus on staying positive and on what I can do to keep on my own growth.

Unintentionally, I landed on Day 25 of the 'Love Dare' which is "Love Forgives". This is an continuing challenge for me but one which is very relevant this week.



M:36 W:34
T:9,M:4
Me,WAH:7/2011
My apology:12/2012
Her,WAW:01/2013
ILYBINILWY:4/2013
W's EA:5/2013
Sep:9/2013
2nd EA signs:03/2014