Finding my way - part 2

[labug]

Hi Train - thanks for stopping by! I appreciate the little birds around here, and was told earlier I should check out your threads, too. I made it through almost all of them this afternoon - inspiring stuff!

My H. is back two weeks from today - I think I'm freaking out because he's said this is his decision making time about the marriage and everything feels like it's leading up to our next MC session after he gets back.

It's actually been kind of nice to have the apartment to myself, though. I've been taking baths and reading by candlelight, which has been lovely. I've also been redecorating a bit, which is something that I've always enjoyed but haven't done a lot of recently, and everything looks really nice.

Before I met H. (and early in our relationship, too) I did a lot more running and yoga, which I've just recently gotten back to. I knitted and sewed. I read fiction just for pleasure, danced around the apartment to loud music, and played guitar (badly). I experimented with cooking different vegetarian meals and cooked a much wider range of foods. I watched more cooking shows, mystery series, and documentaries.

I also spent more time with friends, more time hanging out with colleagues after work, and more time with family. I haven't seen family or some of my friends in ages, so I'm going to stay with my folks for a bit starting tomorrow, and will see some old friends while I'm there. H. doesn't like visiting for that long, so it'll be good to get in a good visit.

Find that woman again!

You're getting some great advice and insight here. Soak it up.

You have worth.