I defend my position because the facts get scrambled...so I clarify, hoping that the accurate facts might make a difference or even just to be noted properly. It is not done to disagree or argue.
I am not resisting.... I am a good student. I am doing EXACTLY what is being advised to do. If I wasn't, I would not have made the changes 4 weeks ago. I still stumble along the way, but I have not changed my direction.
I still struggle & may not understand what it is I am doing or why. I get confused & my heart jumps into the mix/confusion.....but this is not me arguing or disagreeing... Im still listening.... and my actions prove it.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
