afraid I have waited too long #3

[nit84]

feeling better today after getting that out of my system yesterday.

I am just going to keep GALing and doing 180's hoping at some point something will work better than the ones I have been doing.

I am not bitter at my W for what is happening legally now. It is the system that is flawed in some respects and she is just doing what she is allowed to do. I am mad at the system.

This is the attitude I will try to keep to allow the road home to remain paved as much as possible.

Taking the emotion out of things and stepping back a little, even though my W seems to have the upper hand when it comes to having more disposable income at the moment than me, I don't know what is churning inside of her and what battles she may be fighting with herself if any.

So to think she is living on easy street would be to project the wrong attitude and she will sense this.

Have a happy Friday all, comment welcomed