I've been a reading a book called Romantic Jealousy. It's not an easy read, it covers the complete A-Z of jealousy, how it manifests, at what age and all other sorts of info.
As the last few days have played out, spending time without GF I have realized even more what a fog I was in and how bent out of shape my view of things was.
I went on Facebook yesterday to message and friend and saw GF had put a pic of her "bed hair" as it was really stuck out and looked funny. I looked at it and realized that last week it would have been a thing for me. I would have quietly resented it and plunge further into my jealous pit. I'm at that point now where Iknow it's wrong but I can see what could have caused me issues. It's a strange point to be at, like a split personalilty.
M36 W31 S4 S2 T5 M4 BD Jan12 S July12 Recon Sep12-Nov12 ILBINILWY Jan13 OM x 2 in 2013 W wants R July 13 I start D. Jan 14. Meet GF Nov 13 Have I changed enough? Jul 14
