The morning sun is shining like a red rubber ball.

[wishing, hoping]

So tonight instead of dragging myself to D's baseball game and participating in the three ring circus, I went out with my co-workers and had a fabulous time. I am not gonna lie. I feel really guilty about it. But when I kept thinking I should go to D's game I couldn't do it. I was having a really good time with friends and I go to EVERY game and event with bells on. Besides I was really emotionally battered. This morning my mom told me to get away from the madness and relax. And I did. My attitude has done a complete 180.

And when I finally did leave I picked up my phone (which I had left in the car for no interruptions) was blown up by J. Calls, texts, etc. I just sent him a quick reply that I had a work function that I had forgotten about.

I needed the break. Does that make me a bad mom??

WH