Forgiveness is a process and it takes time. Be kind to yourself as you will get there.
I have several nicknames when I mentally refer to h. I'm still working through some feelings so I won't name them. :-)
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer