Ugh. Feeling frustrated today.

Right on cue, two weeks after my email, he writes. He is perfectly friendly, asks a few questions, tells me to let him know how my job search is going. He talks about a wedding he went to last weekend and how fun it was. That is a wedding I would have gone to with him, had this not all happened. It is hard to hear him talk about it; I was hoping it would make him miss having a partner.

I just don't understand what we're doing. I've told him flat out MANY times that if we're not going to be together, I don't want to be friends. I've said the words "If we're not together, that's it. We can't talk. I need to erase you from my life."

So that leads me to believe that the fact he emails me with questions and clearly initiates a next round of contact makes me think he's not fully done.

But who knows if that's true. Is my DB'ing working? Has he conveniently forgotten everything I said?


M: 31 H: 36
T: 10.5 (not married)
BD: 10/13