H emailed today. He asked if he could come and get some tools from the garage. I was neighborly friendly and told him of course.
He then told me he thinks about me all the time and that I'm the kindest person he knows...uh, thanks?!?
I met with a minister friend today. He is counseling me through this. I have work to do in regards to forgiveness. He's right. I have said I forgave H a long time ago, but clearly my reaction to the letter says otherwise. Perhaps that's why I found the letter???? Hmmmmmmm.
Me: 39 H: 45 Second marriage for both H left 12/2013 M:4 T:5.5