I am playing a couple of shows this weekend, so I have my weekend full of positive good vibe things. I was a musician full-time previously in life (I actually was one when my wife met me). She tried to get me playing again a couple of years ago, and I never decided to do this for myself until about 6 months ago. She is happy about that, but always said that she wondered why I couldn't do that earlier when she saw that I was unhappy. I made excuses, and it really was not feasible with my job schedule at that time... rotating day and night schedules really messed me up. I feel so much better about work now too since my schedule has changed. I feel like slowly I am making myself feel better. I just wish I could get another chance with my newfound life. I am remaining detached for now though.
Me 31 Her 30 M 5.5 T 11 0 Kids Bomb drop: 4/13, EA+PA: 12/13 Separated: 12/13, 3rd chance of counseling:7/14
