MY TRAGIC WAW STORY PART III

[ItHurts]

Thanks guys. It's been a long road but at the end of the day I know I tried everything, with my entire heart and soul to save this marriage. Now I will be haunted by what she told me a couple days ago...that part of her wants to come back. I just don't understand how she can admit that and still say she's sure this is what she wanted. I mean if it were me, and I said something like that, that seems to me to be the same thing as me saying I am still unsure. However it's water under the bridge now. I will indeed continue to post here. All I have to look forward to now is to read about others who successfully save their marriages here. In some small way that makes me feel better, that some LBS is spared this agony right at the end. Just a horrid day today but I guess it's best it's over with so I can stop fighting so hard and exhausting myself. You guys are truly great here. Thank you for all the support throughout my ordeal here. I've seen so many changes in my attitude over these last 3 months here in my posts. What a long, strange trip it's been.