The morning sun is shining like a red rubber ball.

[wishing, hoping]

S won't go to counseling unless he can go to the counselor he had before, and she is not in good shape. I've already had this conversation with him, and he doesn't want to go. All the counselors I have talked to about D say she is too young and won't understand and J and the courts will not make her go to counseling unless she has extreme behaviorial problems. But by then it's too late. J doesn't think there is any issue because she isn't a drug addict and she doesn't abuse the kids. That's right, she doesn't do anything.

I am not getting my attorney involved any longer. I owe him too much money and besides it's done and papers are signed. There is nothing anyone can or will do. J can do what he will during his time and I don't have to agree to it during my time.

Now that I have calmed down I can see J thinks he is just is trying to "do me a favor" and save me money and time. I don't think he is trying to get the kids more now, but just save himself some money. It's all about money with this clown.

I do need a way to deal with this anger and reflect off the madness of J. I wish I had Wonder Woman's bulletproof bracelets to deflect any zingers J and OW throw my way.

WH